NaughtButAShadow

i am just a misguided knight lost in a tower without a princess to save me. i am two hundred some pounds of waste, taking the place of something better. i am letting go of everything handfuls at a time, and refusing to look at any of it. i am lost and confused and shouting at the walls in my head, hoping and wishing that they would crumble like jericho. i fear and i cry and i smile and i sleep and i dream and i love and i hate and i know that i can’t. i am running from everything and getting caught up in my own defenses. i am smiling through an ancient mask, afraid that someone will look close enough to see my cracks. i am the hero w